What is it called?

[Mistrust]

My heart swells
as my pluase increase
In stomach upset
and my feet stink.

What is this feeling?
What is it called?
Why can't i do a damn thing
Without thinking of that guy?

I feel like a noodle
when he's around
I see him in the halls
and i ran and fall to the ground

My words are mixed
My body twitchs
My hands are sweaty
I'm ticked

I can't help to feel so weird
But i dont know what it is.
i can't explain it
No books or website can help

Im all on my own.
I'm alone on this thing
This thing that makes no sense
No matter how much i think

Do i have a disease?
I'm a delousional?
have i gone mad
No it couldnt be

But it hits me
right in the head
a five pound brick
with a message and thrid

A note that is small
that is written in blue
It's says in three simpy words:
It is love.