growing up

[Mistrust]

when i was a kid
it really didnt matter
i didnt have to care for myself
i didnt have to worry about
anything

now that im grown
it hurts to be alone
to worry about homework, school,
what to wear, what hair style im gonna do,
especially what im to do in my future

so many people
expect me to be great
to be the best above all

i want to make them proud
but it hurts so much to
do it all
it worries me to choose
the right thing
if i dont
i hurt my mother and her goals for me

it's too much for just a teen
like me

but what worries me the most is....
falling in love

the pain of break up
the stress it puts on me
trying to juggling it all
it's just not working for me

so i just hid away
away from life,
joy, and play

so i dont have to feel the pain
to be forever alone
so i stay in my room
and just let all
my stress melt away.

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comments?

[JenovaSephiroth]

Deep poem man really deep.

[Mistrust]

thanks a lot man

[Rini]

I agree. It's very deep at some parts.
The whole part about the lovey thing, is so true. TT_TT